Conflicts!

(between me and another part of me)

What should I do?! I'm arguing with myself...

Uncertainties bring me to this tunnel of darkness... so lonely now, although a few people know what's going on, and are supporting me one way or the other. But I still have to pave my own path...

New Zealand seems like a very good place to live... but I'm sure C will repeat the statements again and again if I bring up the idea of getting a job there.

But this blog is pretty useful, if you share the same wild thought.

We were having devotion together with candles last night :P