技不如人 + 8
"企業的目的,最終是營利。想個雙贏的模式,研究清楚可能的範圍,幾年下來,公司賺錢,個人成功,事業如青雲直上,多好。"
多好.... :P
The pager went off for the past two nights. Didn't have a good sleep. Unfortunately I'm new to this team so learnt a few things in a hard way...
Sometimes I'm wondering... am I that 技不如人?
It's the first time I struggled whether I should go to fellowship, since I wanted to get things done before the weekend. So I talked to a friend about it.. Guess what my friend told me to do?
Pray.
And then flip a coin :)
Well, I didn't flip a coin, but I did pray. It's been a long time He's close to me. It's really the best comfort when you face difficulties.
And then, I pressed a button on my computer's number pad randomly, with my eyes close. haha!
And I pressed "8", where even number = go to fellowship, else stay :)
My firend's theory was that if God can control my life, He can control, in this case, which number I press.
So I asked another question.... and surprisingly, I pressed "7" heee I asked... should I change my job? 7 should be a "No".
It works! How so? Cos I can't change my job anyway without leaving this country.
Sometimes.... things just happen in this way.
Hum, I know what question I should ask next.
Oh, btw, I like how my friend reacted to my struggles... After I told my friend about the situation, my friend said, "Do you want a suggestion?"
I guess if I were my friend, I would give out suggestion right away.
Sometimes... my friends just want me to be a good listener.... and I were too quick to offer "help" :-)
2 Comments:
RE: ...I can't change my job anyway without leaving this country.
That sounds awfully familiar, 'coz I am in the same boat. :(
It sounds good to me that you had the courage to "flip the coin/hit the numpad/etc" and stick with "God's plan". Many fridays I came late to fellowship because of last-minute issues and/or a strange urge to work "just a bit more." Many times I felt owing to God, especially since I typically sped to fellowship to catch up the lost time. :(
Let us pray for one another... that we can overcome these kind of daily struggles... I am tired of letting God down.
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